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I feel like im gonna do this.
I feel like it is really going to happen
I feel that it will be wasted if I let go of it
I feel that the era hasn't reach even it's long started
I feel that the time will come to me

I don't want this to happen so fast
I don't want to lose them all
I don't want them to know
I don't want to let them down
I don't want all of this to happen

I hope that they will undertand me
I hope my decision is right
I hope I can tune it again
I hope they don't forget me
I hope I won't regret this.

Don't ask me what I'm going through. I hope the time won't come yet but the time is reaching to me so fast. It's too soon for it.